Hello me again. Thank you everyone for your replies. Still feeling unsure to be honest.
I should also add that someone did tell him I was seeing someone else which wasn’t at all true. I wonder if that started this all off. I can’t remember when it all began in all honesty. Is that an excuse for this behaviour.
I mean I’m sure he knows I wouldn’t cheat because it took me so long to be with him and I understand that the thought of me cheating would be upsetting though.
Or am I making excuses again?
I kept wondering if in a few years I will look back like I do my ex. I can’t help but compare. Eveb though he has hurt me it’s not like my previous relationship. I dunno maybe you’re right and this is my normal. Especially when I do late to my ex an injured thigh isn’t as obvious as a black eye so I don’t think it’s so bad.
Ringing the helpline seems so stupid and overdramtic now he is being nice.
Anyway thanks again everyone xx
