Thank you for your reply, I will be ringing (detail removed by Moderator) for more advice on (detail removed by Moderator) when I’m working. I just feel overwhelmed, I can’t access any benefits because I don’t have settled status, and for that I need to have my documents renovated as they expired. I will be doing that next (detail removed by Moderator) and hopefully it will be easier, I have talked with the headteacher from my children school but I’m afraid someone will contact social services and I’ll end up losing my children. I know that there is support for me and the children but I just can’t see me giving this first step but I need to gather the strength to do it.. there are no nice moments, just control, threats, blackmailing and using the children to harm me.. just being here, being able to put it out from my chest it’s a relief but I know I have a long way.. thank you once again