Had a really crap day. Agreed to go somewhere public for something to eat and try talk things through. Trying to get my point across is impossible and frustrating. He ended up raising his voice in middle of the pub. I felt so embarrassed and felt so sorry for the young man that had to clear our table. Trying to reason with him was most pointless exercise ever. He goes into the most childish mood raising his hand in front of my face 😡Talking over me.He asked me if I loved him and I said yes the problem is I love you to much. Why the hell do I give him chance after chance. Will he ever change?