I finally found a little strength to walk away from my marriage with my husband, almost (detail removed by moderator) ago. I have to say that something changed within me during this point, even though I had become numb, broken down and weakened from his constant up and down moods, blames, twisting of the truth from disagreements and his lack of empathy towards me and my feelings. On his good days, were the days I didn’t receive his abuse, when he knew he had pushed his behaviours too far. What I understand from his behaviours is how he had been aware of what he had done, otherwise why would he act nice towards me. It’s a shame is awareness was limited because it was not enough for him to stop repeating the cycle.
