Hello SunshineRain Flower,
Thank u so much..such a lovely reply. I will look at those things u suggested so thank u very much for that. He doesn’t no about any of this or my plans but then again I don’t even no my plans for definite yet but what I do no is I can’t be in this situation anymore or with a man who thinks it’s ok to punch..strangle..beat..ect+to say its my fault because I didn’t say the right words. Over the (detail removed by Moderator)years it’s gone from throwing things at me to actual bodily harm so I can see how its escalating. Its also mind games and the guilt I feel. But then again am I to blame..could it be all my fault..it certainly feels so..