I don’t know if this thread is still going or whether anyone will see this message, hopefully it does get seen as I just don’t know where else to turn too. Its been about (detail removed by moderator) since I was last here due to having no access. I am feeling more and more trapped in this life and can see no way of getting out, I have no money, ill health, absolutely no idea as to how I could live on my own with no finances, no home, no furniture, no idea how to pay a bill, do a weekly shop, I don’t even know the actual price of a loaf of bread at my local supermarket, apart from my disabilities, my mental state is going down hill. I did attempt to make a phone call last year to my local housing department to see where I would stand with regards any help with housing and was told that I would only get help if I could prove ‘domestic abuse’ with a police report. I have literally no one I can talk too and it is all bottling up inside and I truly cannot see a light at the end of the tunnel, I feel as though this is my life for the rest of my life and I honestly don’t know if I could take this, I am (detail removed by moderator) I do have adult children who all live miles apart, I cannot talk to them as he has convinced them that what he does is for my benefit and they all accept this, so is there really any point of dreaming about escaping this life, and if so is it actually possible that I could do it alone with nothing?
