lillypad

[lillypad]

Thank you everyone. My only concern is accomodation, I have little ones and Im too scared to walk if I have nowhere to go. I dont want them to struggle or go through discomfort. Its not healthy for me here I cant remember the last time I was actually happy, even if I am for a couple of hours it gets taken away from me.

[lillypad]

Oh thank you. Please tell me how you dealt with this behaviour? What kept you going? What things did you experience, it feels good to know Im not alone. Im abit nervouse to call the help line. I feel like once ive made the call for help it all becomes real.

[lillypad]

Thank you Bettybird, sounds like you understand where Im coming from. Ive left messages on other forums and now that I think about it Ive posted about the same behaviour months and montbs ago, I couldnt even see how long Ive been putting up with it. I want to leave sometimes but then I feel like what is left for me out there and who would ever want me? I mean zim only (detail removed by Moderator) and not a bad looker but someone like him, theh crush you inside. I dont have nowhere to go but I cant be around him. I feel like Im walking on eggshells all the time for no reason its draining.. 🙁 Emotional abuse is real. Can anyone reccomend me a therapist or anything?

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