Littlefish

[Littlefish]

Just going on one of those quotes after I left I found one that was something like
When the fear of staying becomes greater than the dear of leaving then is the time to go.
This was very helpful for me in the months after remembering that he was going to try and kill me either way so I might as well give it 1 last try.

[Littlefish]

When I look at my life and where I am now compared to where I was I feel like I should be happy and I think I am I love my life but that doesn’t stop it from being there. Sorry I started CBT a few weeks ago and it’s made me realise that maybe I do think about it more than I thought or hoped or whatever. But I’ve moved on and still everything is just numb all the time until I allow myself to feel something but even then I don’t know what that is. Sorry rambling away here. I just know it will never go away because u cant undo what happened so what am I supposed to do. I just want to be able to feel without it being so overwhelming.

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