littlemisslosthersunshine

[littlemisslosthersunshine]

Thank you both so much. What do I do today? I have woken up feeling totally empty.

[littlemisslosthersunshine]

Thank you. Yes, that would happen to me too. Cigarettes would always come first and so did cannabis- (detail removed by moderator) he packed his bags and threatened to leave me if I didn’t give him £(detail removed by moderator) for cannabis. I begged him on my knees at the front door to stay.

Do you think I should tell my GP? I have an appointment for something else in about 10 days but I don’t know what to say?

Can I ask how you are feeling now? How long has it been since you split up?

[littlemisslosthersunshine]

You are so kind. Thank you so much for replying to me. I am crying as I read your reply.

I am sorry that you have experienced situations similar to myself and I too know how you feel- in those times where he leaves, he is all I want. I have read about trauma bonds, yes- my head has always been ‘screwed on’ and I’ve known none of this is right but I feel like I’m too deep in it and too lost. I feel like I am drowning.

He lost his job (detail removed by moderator) due to cocaine use. He hasn’t had any money since then and has been draining even more of mine… Do you know where I stand on trying to get any of this back?

There are few people in my life who know what has happened, I am embarrassed and mortified-(detail removed by moderator) this isn’t supposed to happen to me. (Detail removed by moderator).

I sent my Mum flowers on Mother’s Day back in March. I didn’t hear back from her. I miss her so much.

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