My gut always told me something was wrong but my heart and his words kept me with him. I’m so glad he is gone. He is playing mind games and baiting me but I’m not reacting to it. Now I finally see him I don’t know what I was thinking. For all his evil I now see a cowardly man/child. Although my emotions are like a roller coaster and the trauma bond is so real it’s terrible I’m so great full to really see him passive aggressive threats coercion controlling.
One of the things he said when he run away home was (detail removed by moderator), but I now he has demons were ever he is he makes them were ever he is he can’t keep out running them. That’s his life, I wish one day I just feel sorry for him but I don’t think I could ever forgive him for what he put me through to get to that point. And feeling sorry for him is what started it all. I will be happy with indifference, here’s to hoping I get there. X
