I’m new to the forum, I joined yesterday. Since then I have read so many of your posts. Sometimes thinking ‘OMG, I’m not alone, this is what was happening to me. That’s abuse?’ or ‘I feel like such a fraud.’ I know that its just I don’t know how to process any of what has happened and the mess it has left in it wake. And that I haven’t accepted that I allowed myself to get in that position in the first place. I just thought I would carry on as if nothing had happened after I had reported him to the police and he was arrested. But its not that easy.
