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my ex isnt allowed access to our daughter, he took me thru court 3 years ago, thing is i keep thinkin of letin him see her, its in my head all time, i can only say what i feel on here, he as indirect contact thru 3rd person which a snever happeneed, he as left presents for our dawter who is now (removed by moderator) on front step with long letter for me, askin to see er, and how he misses me, he left his number, tht was in october, why do i keep thinkin bout him, i seen him also in cluib last sept and i wasnt sacred and we chatted, but tht was it, why do i keep thinkin bout contacting him,

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ive been seeing a man for (removed by moderator) now, he keeps finishing with me, he says cos his head messed up cos of his ex and bad childhood, then im upset and he says get over him and hes doing me a favour, so il ignore his messages then he txt out blue what time do i finish work, il txt u av finished with me so what u txtin me for, so then il meet up with him, and we wont discuss anythin and go bk to normal, hard to explain but he as finished with me few times now, and i like him loads, i cry and get so down bout it, he says nasty things after he finish with me, he says im to gud for him and he dont no what im with him for, ive been cryin loads again today cos yet again he as dumped me,yesterday we was happty but not lasted, dont no what to think

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