Thank you everyone for all your replies and support it means alot knowing there is people in the same boat as me and understand what I’m going through, I’m sorry I didn’t reply any sooner, its difficult to get online, i am scared of reporting it to the police as i have had bad experiences with them in the past, and don’t feel strong enough to do it, but I know deep down that if I don’t do something about it, it will always continue, I feel so withdrawn from everyone around me, I feel as if I’m hurting my friends with the way I am with them, I suffer with depression, anxiety, PTSD and BPS (Bordrline personality disorder) I feel as if my life is not worth living, but I won’t let him win, then that way I am taking the easy way out, I hope woman’s aid can help me in some way. 😢😢😢😢😢