PalomaW

[PalomaW]

Yes, he was going through my phone and computer and continues to do so. Ive also recently been receivingg threats that he’s going to end his life because of how ive made him feel. I really dont know what to say or do anymore. I’m so so scared.

[PalomaW]

I’ve now found out he’s told (detail removed by moderator) even after i specifically asked him not to tell anyone. I haven’t told any of my close friends or family about it, nor have i told them the full extent about how I’ve been me feeling mentally. only 2 of my friends know i (detail removed by moderator) and that was only weeks after it happened. on top of that, I’ve recently told him how alone I’ve been feeling.

Do i have the right to feel betrayed? i brought it up with him and obviously it all went back to how is betrayed him first.

[PalomaW]

Thank you all for your responses, they made me feel less alone in all of this.

Another thing that’s playing on my mind and affecting my mental health quite a lot too is my lack of sex drive. Is it all down to things he’s said or done or is it a more deep seated emotional response to feeling ashamed of things that have happened in the past such as casual sex?

Often i cant bear to be touched because it brings back memories of the things he’s brought up about my past relationships. Things he knows because he looked through my phone.

I’ve even considered looking into sex therapy for myself to understand it more. Has anyone else been through a similar experience?

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