I left my husband after he tried strangling me..the look in his eye’s was pure hatred.he would say he’s an alcoholic would I help him I told him he can only do it himself but I would support him.he was so nice sober apart from he would be on his phone or watch tv making me lonely at times,on drink he would be either loving or nasty..im thinking of the times he was nasty he was a deep sleeper but he would punch me in the face and wake up immediately kissing me.he would slap Me,bite me saying he’s playing.afew times he would lie in bed saying I had a spot on my back…i never get spots…he would squeeze so hard and he wouldn’t stop when I said stop.i can’t stop thinking about how stupid I was to stay with a man who kicked ,pulled my hair coming into my face pushing his body onto mine pushed me about wanting a reaction out of me so he could hit more.im angry he has had no contact with me to say sorry for strangling me…all his exes he said accused him of abuse is true when he denied hitting women.this is torturing me I stayed and put up with him xx