Dear HopeLifeJoy and Wibbles,
Thank you for your support and answers.
And sorry for the late reply. I am trying to work almost everyday, because I dont want to stay alone and just thinking and thinking.
I will try to fight with my self and all the shame that I am experiencing now. The hardest thing is that I need to build everything again from the zero. I mean I need to look for support from the council for my rent, I need to find place to live, because at the moment I am leaving in shared house and I am really angry that I let all this to happen to me. Some days I am feeling really sad and poor like the life is already over for me. I dont believe that I will be happy again.L honestly. But I wont go back and I wont give up. Thank you again for the support and nice words.
