Hi StandTogether
Thanks for your reply.
I am trying to get out more, but can be difficult with childcare. Definitely trying to do new things or things I couldn’t when with him.
Sometimes I feel like I doing great and that anything’s possible and the next I’m back to the self doubt, even feeling sorry for him and that maybe I’ve misjudged him? Lol
If I don’t laugh I will cry (which I do, but thankfully less than before!)
I’m not even surprised on the meeting someone new, he cheated on me so many times when we were together it’s unreal – although somehow I’m the selfish untrustworthy and not worthy one!
I just wish others could really see gim for who he is without it being me that’s said something, just to confirm to me it real… bit then again that self doubt is the aftermath of being with (detail removed by moderator) right?! 🤦🏽♀️
Stay strong, it’s a long road right? But it’s nice to know there are others out there who understand and support – hugs right back at you! X