Thankyou so much, so much. I can’t talk to friends or family, so this really helps.
I get sent (detail removed by moderator) and (detail removed by moderator) when I leave him. The police mentioned gaslighting, but he sends me quotes from (detail removed by moderator) about (detail removed by moderator) and circles them saying (detail removed by moderator). When he’s pulled me across the floor by my hair, he’s denied it after as if it didn’t happen which is somewhat worse than the actual assault.
Calling me fat repeatedly and unfortunately I have an eating disorder and don’t eat anyway and that makes it harder.
It had helped just being able to speak about what’s happening.
He hates me at the moment but I know that in a matter of days it will start again 😔