Thankyou for your support and suggestions I am so very low. Today I opened a letter addressed to my abuser from the bank congratulating him on the loan for £(Detail removed by moderator) he had just been approved for to buy a brand new (Detail removed by moderator)! Here I am struggling to get through the month,unable to pay any bills, living on the breadline and there he is buying a new (Detail removed by moderator)! I can’t believe this is possible and yet I’m not surprised… just another gesture to “kick me when I’m down” part of his campaign to destroy me! I know that I shouldn’t let it get to me but it does and now he’s put me right back to where I started, rock bottom. I’m on the outside of the world looking in and I dont belong anywhere. Is this a common feeling? I’m about to have a meter installed for gas and electric which I won’t be able to pay on and he’s rubbing my nose in it and I’m running out of strength to cope. I can’t talk to anyone because I think I’ve exhausted people with it.
