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[Topazzz]

I want to contact him, it’s driving me insane, my anxiety is immense. I can’t think of anything else but trying to contact him. I keep checking hourly to see if I’m
Unblocked 😫

[Topazzz]

Thank you for your advice, I am the other way round which is what’s causing the most anxiety I’ve ever experienced.
He has stopped all contact, because I’m so weak, I’m craving that he speaks to me.

[Topazzz]

Thank you so much, what you say makes alot of sense.
I can’t understand why I feel like this, why I can’t see the abuse and walk away.
It’s just awful, I’ve been dumped (detail removed by moderator), even as far (detail removed by moderator)  was when it first started.
I am analysing it all seeing so many lies and cracks with what he said to me.
Just so hurtful and destroying x

[Topazzz]

That was really helpful – Thank you. I followed the link and it confirmed what I thought.
I just hate the anxiety that blocks all sense of sense and makes me yearn for his attention. I just want him to give me a real loving cuddle

[Topazzz]

Thank you, I am sorry to hear of what you have been through.
I also congratulate you for being able to share advice and offer support.
My mind is in pieces, I want to still have him in my life, but deep down, I know it’s stupidity.
I just hate the anxiety of how he has made me feel, which all stops when he is nice again.

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