Trying to srvive

[Trying to srvive]

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Thank you y guy or yr reply. Things ain’t easy at all, I’ve been watching Dr Ramini quite a lot. She makes sense. I certainly believe that what she says about men like my husband is true. And I believe him to be a covert. I just worry that the way I feel right now won’t go away. I need to start building a better picture of myself instead of the one he want me to build

[Trying to srvive]

Thank you so much for this. It’s like I have no control over anything. Yet I left because I wanted my life back. But I’m stuck without him. I block him unblock him. Think we can sort stuff out. I know what the cycle is. But I cannot believe the man I adore, the man I do everything for. The men who I believe saved me from my life before I met him . My guardian. My protector, my friend and my soul mate has betrayed me in the most Gifford way. I can’t admit he would do this. I’m so ashamed of me and how weak I am as I person. This is a real tornado of a journey. I’m not liking it very much! I really appreciate your reply I am going to start doing some research

[Trying to srvive]

Thank you for your reply I have support in place from different agencies. I’m just so lost in this battle that I never believed would involve me. I’ve have heard of trauma bonding. What I struggle to accept is that he’s doing all these things that make me feel like I’ve gone mental and all this is my fault. Why don’t I see his the one at fault yet I’m blaming me my heads so messed up. It’s like my mind can’t think for itself. I need him to survive. Yet I know if I go back I won’t be in a better situation with him as he will not get let me forget what I have done. He answer me when he wants. I’ve actually started doubting my reasons for leaving. Why can’t I say no to him

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