Hi, I am new here. I thought I survived but turns out I am still surviving. Confused and nervous I find myself reading my first post.
You are so brave blankface. I envy your courage. Everyone deserves help. Please try to refrain from blaming yourself. There is nothing about your situation that is justifiable or OK. I won’t pretend like I know what you should do, I’m stuck myself but please, be strong, trust yourself and the path you are on. For you to be here, your heart is leading you in the right place.
Please stay Safe x x x