I am in a mixed-race marriage & have been for many years, please believe me when I say that I really did try to do the praying & fasting required of me, but I just could not do it for some reason, I really believed that I was the only one in his life till death do us part, but now he has got married to another woman in his country without my consent (detail removed by moderator), ..he is back here now upstairs as usual constantly talking on his phone to her, I have done all the shouting & crying & pleading to him, but he just never listens to me, he has made me feel so worthless as a human being..I have had years of mental torture from him telling me what is going to happen to me after I die with not being a proper Muslim wife.what makes my life worse now is that I have become partly disabled since the sudden death of my mother, the shock I think & its since my illness he started cheating online..yes I am very vulnerable, he thinks he has got me where he wants me, I have only just woke up to the fact that he has been controlling me & using me all these years..I know that I could have him arrested for Bigamy, but I don’t want our teenage daughter to be more upset..I have just got to find the courage & strength to get out of this ASAP.
