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Hi,
I can relate to a lot of what you described. Well don’t for getting out safely!
I to had police involvement. I had to sit a video interview which I never thought I could get through. As a result of that he was arrested but released. He in return made all sorts of accusations against me and the end result was that CPS said there wasn’t enough proof to go on. Stupidly I had always kept quiet about the abuse and he had distanced me from friends and family so I had no one to side with me.
It sounds like you have been much stronger and have a lot of support from those around you.
You’ve come this far you will manage the rest I’m sure.
One step at a time….you’ve done the hard part! x

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Thanks @kip.
I’m trying to move on, start a new life but there’s part of me missing. If I’m happy I feel guilty. When I go to bed I close my eyes and see them. I wake in the night worrying my youngest is having a nightmare and I’m not there to cuddle him, his dad isn’t effectionate that way.
They don’t answer my calls or read my texts. I don’t even know where they are living now.
I just wish I had done things so differently.

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