I finally got out (detail removed by moderator) ago. I want to say thank you because since I posted this Ive read those replies over and over again. I’m still unfortunately in contact with him a little because he still has some of my stuff, but it’s almost all over.
It still feels like he’s in my head, but every single aspect of my life has gotten better since I’ve gotten away.
I don’t have excema anymore, I got my job back (the exact one I lost, but now in a different place) I quit smoking, and I can actually drive again and get through my day like a normal person.
Since I’ve left I can see so much more clearly how bad it was and it feels like new memories keep resurfacing each day.
I still do have trouble remembering the past year, and I’d rather not sometimes, but each memory that comes back keeps me farther away from him and that is something I value more than almost anything.
Without reaching out, I don’t know how else I could have done this. But I’m so glad I did and thank you so much again.
You helped to save my life.
