Eyeswideshut

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This really does sound familiar ive alwsys wanted to study to be a midwife and my partner has always said im not good enough or brainy enough and too thick to do the course!! I believed it in the end so gave up! Everytime i fill in application forms etc he says things like are you still thinking of what your is you stuck on that section or what will you write in skills and experience i can clean babies and jus know enough knowledge to get through the day! Cannot believe he still has this hold over me! Feel for you x

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Update – So things seemed ok for a couple of weeks and now feel like im going backwards again feel so hopeless last night he was jealous that i saw a male (detail removed by moderatort) and he offereed me a lift home ( as some car places do dont they?) He said you could do with the walk you fat fucker under his breath! Then a bit later said my son will be scarred for life if he saw me down there which is just uncalled for! I now need to find out where i stand with money etc as i know i need to get out cant stand it for much longer actually been having episodes where my heart pounds for a few mins cant sleep feeling sick and headaches and im never ill normally. Thanks for reading

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He was abused as a child even though he wont admit it says he doesnt need help i just annoy and irritate him thats why he says nasty things he said thats why he cheated too! His mum and sister are the only people he will mock me infront of and of course they find it funny as they have both been brought up that way x

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Hi thanks for your comments even though deep down i know its abuse and have done for months now i still question myself most days i really wish i could judt leave i have spoken to health visitor and she says i can contact her anytime and she will help. The things he says are just vile my baby had his jabs a few weeks ago and he said i hope they jab him in the eye and hurt him but the more i put up with it the more he will say things i know that now. He even spent christmas day alone as didnt want to pay for a meal as we went out and said he wanted his dinner in peace on christmas day. There are many other awful things hes said but i think you get the picture of what hes like he is so nice infront of family etc and it makes me sick to my stomache recently making out hes a doting dad i know i need to get away just need a plan x

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