Ladyclarabow

[Ladyclarabow]

Hi Lisa.. I am desperate for the counselling now(hoping it won’t be much longer) .. or least someone who understands.. That’s why this really helpful.. I think the realisation of everything has been really hard mentally.. And definitely struggling.. I had 1 whole good week in a year and now my stomach knot is back and my aniexty is bad.. I’m just reading all the self help booklet I have to with the attack..and they do help get me back on the the right track.. Thanks for understanding and replying

[Ladyclarabow]

Thanks @kip I just a mess of emotions at the moment.. But feel numb at the same time.. If that’s even possible.. X thank you for replying

[Ladyclarabow]

Thank you for all the information.. Its gave me food for thought.. I know I’m at the beginning of this journey of getting myself back.. But I need to do it for my own sanity.. Its hard to unhook myself from mess all round me.. I’m not there yet but I’m closer than I’ve ever been.. So I hope I’m strong enough to do whats right for me even if I feel like I’m letting the kids down.. Thanks again for your help and support.. I really appreciate it.. Nobody really understands how much it messes up with your head unless you have been there.. X

[Ladyclarabow]

@fizzylem.. Sorry Ive just noticed your reply..my problem is apart from my family.. Everybody thinks my husband is a hero or a Saint.. As he will go out of his way to help anyone.. anyone except me.. Unless he’s making a show for others..or wants it himself..he has told me he will leave if I want him to but I know it will be twisted and kids will be hurt by it..he knows that the kids are my everything..to make matters worse even though I’ve made some steps to knowing our relationship isn’t right I’m pretty sure I’m truama bonded to him..ive got so much going on at moment I’m not sure what to feel, how to act or be.. Thank you for your help and support

[Ladyclarabow]

I’m not sure..I’ve thought about it lots.. I’ve also passed it thinking.. If I could just walk in but Ours is next a bus route and I m sure I want anyone to see me going in.. Its frustrating.. It was the first place gp suggested.. However she also gave me information for places further away.. But that comes with its own problem.. Thanks you for your help

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