Littlebird

[Littlebird]

And just as soon as that. The love bombing has started again. I need a new phone…

[Littlebird]

Thank you everybody, I feel a bit more real? Like im not the only one. Its all so subtle you start to doubt yourself don’t you? You gave no way of explaining what you’re living. My head is a screwed in mess I don’t think I’ll ever be the same again. But I will take your advice and try the links and references youve given me. I’ve referred myself to counselling and fingers crossed they can help me too xxx

[Littlebird]

Thank you. It helps to know I’m not alone and someone knows what I mean. I know he keeps telling the girls that I made daddy go away and be sad and lonely. I did, but only because I couldn’t take anymore.
I’ll try the third party thing for contact because frankly the abuse just continues.
I’ve spoken to the girls about name calling. But it’s what he’s always done in front of them disguising it as a ‘joke’. Another favourite game of his. Its going to take some deprogramming I think.

[Littlebird]

I can relate to the emotional abuse, I’ve recently split from my husband after many years. It crept up slowly mostly but I’ve been manipulated, gaslighted, devalued, degraded, humiliated and broken down to the point now I feel I have no soul.
He played the most cruel mind games and I reached the point of giving up. Until I found him messaging other girls (yet again) something snapped after that and with my list of daily chores he’d set me in my head. I decided enough was enough.
Thing is, he’s glib and can charm the birds from the trees. He’s busy telling people I’m delusional and crazy. I feel no one believes how bad it was as bad as it was. I feel I’ve lived thru hell but I can’t do no contact as we have children together. I feel I am forever tied to him, he’s still gaslighting me in new and trying to manipulate me thru the kids he’s a monster.

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