Lostgirlgames

[Lostgirlgames]

The problem is that I don’t have any visa. And if deported is just people taking you back to your country than I dream of being deported but I’m pretty sure there is a fine to be paid so I’d have to avoid that. I sent a photo of my injury but it was on an app where I can’t get the photos back once sent. So the only proof I have is written. He has (detail removed by moderator) at the moment so he’s gone pretty much all day.
M’y plan was originally to get my visa finished and then leave the country but since he is gone all day it’s the perfect time to leave.. I’m just so scared! Why am I hesitating to leave? I wish someone would come and force me to leave to make it easier but this is really all on me. I just don’t understand why I can’t just pack and leave ? I’ve already pre-packed to make sure I know what I’m taking and what I’m leaving.. I’m just so scared and hesitating for some reason. It makes me so frustrated with myself. I don’t know how to get myself to leave:(

[Lostgirlgames]

Lisa,
Thank you for all the help. The first link does not apply to me but I will do my best to find something that applies to me. I was going to ask how I should leave safely (I am planning now not even to tell him) since he does not work, but I will check out the link.

[Lostgirlgames]

Thank you that means a lot. He’s physically, emotionally, and psychologically abusive but on a daily basis and on the good days if I don’t do what HE wants, he’ll get angry but it gets turned around to me and I’m the one who does whatever I want and I’m the one who always gets my way. Sometimes I feel like just leaving but there are so many factors that play in that just make me feel stuck. My parents care so much about reconciliation and I just want everything to be done.. thanks for listening to me rant, I don’t know what decision to make but having this forum is very comforting .

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