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Thank you. I do wonder if he senses I’m reaching a point where I won’t put up with it for much longer.
He kept asking to be put on the tenancy but I’ve been firm that it won’t happen as I need to keep the security for my child. I dont think he will go easily though. When I’ve asked him to leave the house to calm down he has refused and I’ve just made myself safe in another room

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With my partner this is one of the main problems between us. He will just keep on about it until I give it to him just to shut him up. It’s not that he will be violent to me if I don’t have sex with him, he just will not give up trying and touching despite me saying no. It’s the wearing me down until he gets his way.
Also he has said that he wouldn’t do the same to someone else. Like if he was in a pub trying it on with someone, if they said no he wouldn’t carry on, but with me he does.
He has also tried to blame me by saying he cant read my mood on whether I want it or not, despite me saying no!

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Hes now come and said sorry but is basically feeling sorry for himself. He admits he knows he’s not in the right and he knows he’s meant to be changing but it’s like he cant sustain it and the problem is that no matter how many times I say its the last time I never bloody follow through!! I feel like he does it because I’m not strong enough to actually say enough is enough and I don’t know why I’m not strong enough! I’ve been in a relationship like this before and I ended it but I cant seem to do it this time.
I’m waiting to do the freedom program again but they don’t have a space for me to do it for a few months

[Marmite]

Thank you.
I get so frustrated because he knows he’s upset me but he just carries on like nothing has happened. There’s no apology or anything like that its literally like the conversation has never happened at all!
It makes me feel like what I’m saying isn’t being addressed and it’s just business as usual!

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