Hi there Jubbly101,
I am in the exact same position as you are at the moment, I am currently trying to find somewhere else to live for me and my son and it has taken me a very long time to get here, I know what I’m doing is the right thing but it is also the scariest thing that I think I have ever had to do, I know you feel like you are alone but you’re not, there will always be someone here for you to talk to, I am new to this forum aswell, so if you ever want to chat then please don’t hesitate to message me xxxx