I, too, think I disappeared.
I was with him for over (detail removed by moderator)
I left when my life was in danger, but for most of the marriage he destroyed who I was with only verbal violence.
By the end I functioned on autopilot and did not leave the armchair unless I had to.
I have no friends left – never had any family
and now have no house and no money or prospect of financial security.
The worst is that when things escalated out of control no one asked if I was ok – no one at all – despite me being homeless and destitute – no one even asked.
I have been out for (detail removed by moderator)
Have a job which just about covers the rent – that is all I have.
I don’t think I matter to anyone except my children – which is why I have to keep living