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[Silverheart]

Thank you for responding, I think I just needed to vent it’s been a rough few days. Some days I feel like I’m going insane so having a space to talk to others that have been through similar will hopefully help a little. It’s scary that one man can make me feel so bad. Support workers tell me that I need to block him and do this and that but it’s so hard coz I’m scared of the repercussions. I don’t know how to get out?

[Silverheart]

Hi I’m trying to keep busy so I can act like a normal person for a couple of days, it’s the best I can do for now. Thank you for saying that, there my life I always find myself taking all the abuse from there dad so I know it won’t ever be placed on them. I think maybe my Idva gets a bit annoyed with me, she’s been helping me for years and has given me so much advice and help but it doesn’t help coz he’s still in control on my life every time I put down boundaries he then threatens everyone I know, so to keep everyone safe I put myself in the middle. Maybe I’m hopeless. I’ve tried talking to another Idva but it’s hard to explain it all again.

Thank you for replying, it does help to rant and get it all out of my head.

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