…. (removed by moderator) he pretended to attempt suicide because he broke the door threw it on me and I smashed my head on a radiator and I told him I needed space he flipped took a bunch of pills in the kitchen and pretended to take them so I wouldn’t leave he tells me he can’t live without me and would kill himself if I left but why would you want me here when all u do is beat me and accuse me, treat me like a slave and bully me, say all these nasty things to me then when I want space you’d kill yourself I’m so confused in life, I cut myself this morning just for a release it’s crazy How seeing blood trickle from your arm calms me down I want to stop cutting as I’m getting closer to cutting really deep butility I don’t know how to stop I don’t know how to live anymore
