Thank you all so much for your replies I am keeping the voice notes but I’m too paranoid to keep anything written down just in case he finds it. I just feel like we have one good day when he is nice to me then it’s followed by loads of bad days just name calling putting me down but then saying I’m the issue for the problems even though I’m telling him it’s the way he treating me he doesn’t listen or want to hear it it’s always my fault and I need to be better and make the changes everyday it’s something it feels like lately and I just feel so drained and down with it all and when I tell him this he say I’m playing the victim!
You’re all so kind with you’re comments and your advise I just worry I won’t bite the bullet and leave as stupid as it sounds I don’t want to be on my own and lonely even if I am unhappy in this situation I know it sounds crazy I’m getting to the point now where I just do not like him and I feel horrible for that because im not that type of person I just feel so stuck
