Driftingalong

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Hello Birdy, I feel very touched that like me you read the posts and don’t put yourself out there for support too that we really need and that you have responded to my post. I appreciate you taking the time to respond and show me some support, maybe it will help you if you post more but I know you can only do that when things get so bad and then we reach out, I will keep an eye out for you and I can hopefully give you some kind words of encouragement too, like you have to me xxx big hugs xxx

[Driftingalong]

Hello hopenothate
Hope you find the new site user friendly I’m just getting used to it too. Just wanted to say hello

[Driftingalong]

Thank you Serenity and Falling sky’s for your warm welcomes trying to get used to posting at the moment and every time I have rung the helpline it is engaged I have left before with the help of the forum , police and counselling and an idva, so I can do it again without going back this time. Just feel a bit silly for going back for (detail removed by moderator) more years and knowing I need help again and what the police reaction will be to me asking for it X feeling foolish and sheepish as if I know going back to him was the wrong thing to do almost like I had my chance to get away with all the support will that be offered again

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[Driftingalong]

Hello Serenity, thank you for taking the time to read my post and replying in such a way that makes so much sense, I have reached out b4 and got the right support but sadly went back, unfortunately the abuse has got worse and the nice face of my abuser has completely dropped off he is showing crystal clear true colours, I will get the support because you are right I can not do this alone and friends think it’s really easy to leave, the hardest thing I find to conquer is the gas lighting when I go no contact it wears me down and I give in eventually, so back to the drawing board for me and taking control of my life again and getting the help I need x thanks again for your reply xx love and hugs

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