Thanks for the reply he just likes to make me feel bad. I got the usual sorry txt this morning and how he chooses to be with me and that we will be together. I was never aloud to drink when we were together so that’s why he started when he knew I was going out. He plays on his depression to guilt trip me. Then says he doesn’t blame me for leaving. It’s so hard to go no contact when we have children. At least he’s stopped trying to use them to get at me for now. As I’ve been away from him am seeing things alot clearer. Like him begging me for a third child then when I got pregnant saying he wants me to get rid of him. I didn’t but I had 9months of being made to feel bad. I get it from both sides too as his mum goes on at me too but I’ve bad to use her for the holidays as I didn’t have the money for childcare. Luckily I’m off now for the rest of them so can keep some more distance.
Sorry I’m rambling. Thanks again
