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[Imjustme]

I know i am just stuck and don’t know what to do. I am trying to protect them. He flips in a switch one minute being all nice then when I don’t give him what he wants he flips. I honestly just feel like running away and if there was a way to do it I would have. Gah everything is a mess!!

[Imjustme]

I have stopped all contact with me but he still is using the kids to pass things on saying bad stuff about me. I don’t know how much more I can take. He’s not even interested in the kids it’s all about me. I changed my number. And only sort things with the kids through a 3rd party person but still I cannot get away from him

[Imjustme]

I really wish it were that simple when I live so close to everyone. I really dont know what to do

[Imjustme]

Thank you all for the advice. I am just so stuck especially with not having anyone around me being very isolated. I appreciate all your comments and no longer feel quite so alone xx

[Imjustme]

Thank you for the replies. I think deep down I’ve kknown for years but just accepted as the fear of standing up that’s what I cant take. I have tried to get out a number of times and stand up but it’s not just the making me feel guilty etc that keeps me having him back. The threats on if I’d go he said before he would get someone after me then there’s my kids too. The fear and having nowhere to go is keeping me stuck. I have nobody he’s rarely away from my side always has to be with me. Even sexually if I don’t want to he gets angry and says things to me so i just lay there like a piece of meat just to keep the peace. I know this is wrong but mentally I cannot take the arguments or the anger etc that comes with me standing up. Sorry if that’s too much detail. Even just making a phone call would be a very short one in the time I get away from him.

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