Missbutterfly

[Missbutterfly]

Thanks everyone.

Last night he barely spoke to me and slept on the sofa. Normally he texts me in the day but today, nothing. He popped in to see our daughter for 2 minutes on his break but other than that totally ignored.

I feel really bad about the dogs and both him and his sister have made me feel really bad 🙁

Thanks again X

[Missbutterfly]

Hi Mish,

I am sorry you are going through the same. It is so sad isn’t it.

I wonder why we already have been through so much, we continue to do so. It doesn’t feel at all fair :'(

One of the two have just been awful on the phone to their nan (my mum) and said some awful things….. Feel so ashamed to have raised children that turn in to adults like this :'(

[Missbutterfly]

Thank you everyone, it means so much to have supportive people around me.

I phoned Womens Aid and they told me it is common to have adult sons continue the abuse. It made me feel sad but it helped a little.

I went the doctor who has added another medication to my meds and gave me a leaflet for ‘Healthy Minds’ counselling. Unfortunately their waiting list has closed now as they have lost the contract. I guess I will have to speak with the doctor again in my follow up in just over a week.

Trying really hard to accept that it is NOT me, but it is so hard.

Thanks again everyone x

[Missbutterfly]

Thank you so much everyone. These past few days have been the worst I have had in ages.

I keep looking at my little baby girl wondering if she will grow up to hate me (different father who is fanastically supportive).

I wanted to tell you all that I feel for you, I really do. As if we havent been through enough already from our ex’s we have to also deal with our children who carry on the abuse 🙁

I think tomorrow I may take time to write down the things that have happened that have been abusive as sometimes I feel myself doubting it, questioning it.

As hard as it will be, I hope it will help.

Thanks again everyone, I am sad we are all in the same boat but it does make me feel less alone x

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