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Thanks for advice i get in home back sleep in kid bedroom i know i have get away from him and decision to make sure kids doesn’t effect or involves get upset they don’t know anything about they father behaviour my first priority make sure kids never know learn they to young to understand anything now but thanks again for all of you

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My husband same lost contral temper and very much violence and words are posing for hearts maybe forgiveness we giving but never forget how much felt pain always be there forever i I don’t know myself anymore in my heart is there any more love left to feel but I might have something for him pity or sorry for the reason he needs more than me help I try to help him get better i first though he is the father of my kids giving him the second thought after again he not changing end I believe nevertheless no more hope just because you have responsibilities though and trying to help him my advice becareful lost temper feelings don’t me yourself dangerous abuse always being careful I still suffering with him hope you are better than me winning happiness take care

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I hate myself ashamed of for being weakening vulnerable people who are easily lost control of life me my failure is not them blame only me my hell i let them get to me i wasn’t strong enough good enough for faild it if I haves a reason to be alive only because of my love for my daughter if I lost them nothing to me lived in the whole world only because I’m a mother

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I feel like reading my life wrote about me

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Thanks for reading my story I wasn’t sure if any one responded that way heard my voice I lost all my hope for people who are human being really human being not true honestly cares about others i can talk and understand but writing my words cannot do correct explain myself rights ways or misunderstood means I want to say something wrong discussion about me and yes i love more than anything even more than mylife I give my life to protection emotionally and mentally physically heartbroken I will do anything for them to become like me I trying really hard for them to get better future building up but I’m scared to failure getting them because I surround people’s families that believe that Girl I want send weekend to drama sing and dance with they needed this help them get speach language treatment for her and older daughters confidence build created for her friend and teacher bonding with her effects learning and seeing such a people around cant escape the culture of life everywhere around me there are doing everything stop being with getting want you want girls no need extra education or anything more they grow up and marry giving birth defend of husband not easy to talk ot get help against them believe me i still looking how to deal with them sabotage any way of life till i get more successful for my daughters learn independent life gets i not strong enough not sure who to trust or not playing my mind emotional and physical abuse and having disables suffering pain anxiety treatment every 3 months for pain clinic infusion and treatment for difficulty daily life effects now treat thme physical symptoms and emotional all the way no good enough to looking after my kids twists my health no good mother always worry scared panic and anxiety problems now did I really losing myself might mind getting paranoid about everything what if used my health again me future get my kids away from me I cannot take risks to talk even I don’t want to think ever losing my kids taking away me

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