I do understand what’s he’s done. But I know what I’ve done if that makes sense.
I had post natual depression at one point and within that I lost someone close. So I had a bad time.
Still a good mum.
He helped alot with the baby, we’d have the baby half a night each because it didn’t sleep
I see the good. But when I read messages I can see how awful I was. Not awful awful if that makes sense. But when I think back to the whole situation.
I was retaliating, I’m very reserved, and when he’d yell at me. I didn’t yell back. I stutter and wouldn’t say anything. So I use to message him back if that makes sense.
But there isn’t any prove of what he did, it looks as though I’m the awful one. He is good at getting people to believe what he wants, and good at playing the victim
