Timeandtide

[Timeandtide]

It’s hard. Feel exactly the same. It’s been a few weeks since I last spoke to him. (detail removed by moderator) I Feel so devastated by it. And yet, rationally I know that I don’t want to be with him, that he scares, that he would do it all over again as he never showed real remorse. But emotionally, I’d have him back in a heartbeat. And I think that’s what the struggle is.

[Timeandtide]

So v much yes! I never understood him, never kind enough, just never enough. He had a drugs problem which he made out to be my fault as well. Luckily I managed to get out but he still continues to harass me, to guilt trip me as he’s now living in a hostel. Just wish I never met him. So yes, you’re not alone!

[Timeandtide]

Thank you. He just wears me down. He’s been emailing me, as I’ve blocked him on everything else. He’s being so lovely but I daren’t trust him. I’ll get in touch with some support. Also due to do the freedom programme but just need something in the meantime to help.

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