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Not a mantra as such but visualising all the anger, guilt and anxiety literally coming out if me and on to him. Cause that’s where those feelings belong.

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I done it! I even stayed relatively calm (after a morning full of vomiting and worrying)
And only cried a few times.
It was hard to reprt but just taking some action has made me feel slightly better about myself, I know its gonna be tough either he will be charged and I face court or he gets away with it all for lack of evidence. But either way it’s time to turn all this anger into action and do something productive with it rather than keep turning it inward snd trapping myself with it.

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Mine did. Even during the breakup he begged to still be friends. (I had to still live there for a bit after breaking up) and it wasnt until I actually left the situation that I realised how much of the relationship was abusive. Wouldn’t let him in my house now at all but he sees the kids

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That’s what I’m hoping, I’m not sure they’ll find the message which he admitted it but if they question on the apologies he made, he might trip up although hes a very good liar.
I’ve made an appointment at the local station in the next few days once I get the kids back home and go from there although I scared that he will somehow turn it on me 🙁

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