I feel the same…
It has been 13 days since it all happened im in ep acc..
I think I’ve cried so much for decades.. in the relationship that I have nothing left.. unless its survival mode kicking in…
Coz i never thought I would end up here.
The only thing which breaks my heart is the dogs I’ve left. The innocents..
I’m so angry that he was happy to throw our lives away and into chaos..
I possibly think you have those feelings too
When your so dejected by something/someone who you thought was your world..
Complete narc.. only caring for the image in the mirror.
Sad state.
Let me know your thoughts
Xxxxx