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Aww thank you such a sad time for me 😪x

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You don’t have to apologise 😊

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Your not alone I also feel alone have no friends or family my ex as stopped me seeing my lil one I want to fight for him but I’m so low I feel I just av to accept I won’t see him again my other kids don’t talk to me av just 1 at home now but I don’t want him to see me like this it not fair on him all I want to do is curl up an sleep sending hugs stay strong x

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Here xx

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Hi planetyazoo I understand your pain ex has care of my lil one I only got contact if he came an stayed wkends he always wanted sex I just wanted to spend time with lil one but would give or he stop my contact he say I a unfit mother it only a matter time before I lose my other kids accuse me of having sex with other men cause I wouldn’t give to him I tried to work with him he not gonna change an now I not seen my lil one for (detail removed by Moderator) I want to fight for my child but not got courage your not alone xx

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Hi thanks I’ve been to gp was referred to talking therapy got assessed but nothing more as come of it I did go wa group before lockdown I let him back in so I cancelled it more fool me xx

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I feel I’m never gonna be happy it never gonna get better for me will I ever have fun again smile enjoy life when so isolated an alone thanks ,watching TV just makes it hard but all I got right now🤷‍♀️

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No av have been fine it just lately my mental health as suffered so low due to the situation now

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I don’t no what to do I miss my boy 💔 his dad can be loving an so nice thought I be with him forever thought he understood me I don’t want no one else I blame myself he always said he never stop my son from seeing me why now as I wanted him out my home when I felt un safe maybe it what I deserved

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There a court order I just don’t feel strong enough him an his family are intimidating I had a solicitor only a couple of months ago but I cancelled as he made me think all was good

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I have no support from anyone I went to woman’s aid on chat but lost connection they said to come to this forum

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My son have never triggered me I only got contact as my son would only see me if his dad came so allowed he smokes weed an we have a drink but he would get paranoid an abusive

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I really am struggling with how this works an also feeling so alone

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KP thank you for reply I hear what you saying I’m just not strong enough 😔he has care with child arrangements I have txts but all I do is find excuses I have no confidence him an his family I so intimidating an in past I’ve had to hear from my son he don’t want to talk to me they have done a job on him it breaks my heart

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Ok think I got it lol never thought I be back to this place again have had no contact with my (detail removed by moderator) for nearly a (detail removed by moderator) now an it hurts so bad father has care but he done nothing but mentally abuse me for (detail removed by moderator) an use my son as a weapon he says my son wants nothing to do with me an oh just so alone

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Hopefortommorow,
Thank you for that it’s brought me to tears I want to fight for my lil one ,he as made it very clear my lil one wants nothing to do with me he an his family are very intimidating that they have made my lil one not want to no me (detail removed by Moderator)yrs this as gone on maybe it time for me to let go an accept I will never see my lil one again

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Hi I feel alone to it been nearly (detail removed by moderator) I not seen my (detail removed by moderator) old his father mentally abused me what hurts I believed we be together forever don’t want noone else long story short icing on the cake he head butted me called me absorbs that I’m having different men an now I don’t think I ever see my son he got care as of my mental health an I no I could go court but not strong enough to it gave no friends or family 😢

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