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Hi all not been on here a while. I am starting to see this slowly but I have also realised I am in dental. I have predicted him texts what I going to receive next and I am always correct I have read so much about this mental abuse rubbish and I’m getting very angry. I am still not living with him any more and I have got my kids out they are not his thank god he hates my (detail removed by moderator) We have agreed to see each other without the kids but being away like this and going back to see him in our house we bough together is odd. I’m getting better but I just cant completely leave yet as I like the bad boy feel of him, and I have a big fear of being on my own and how will I ever meet anybody else in life as I am (detail removed by moderator)
I have no home, now on universal credits trying to find a job. He bleed me dry. I sometimes think is this real or is it me I can be hard work at times and difficult to live with. I have been ill for a lot of my life which has mentally messed me up and when I meet him a month later I got cancer. He was not nice then really. Its all a big blur but I cant be alone in my life. I’m trying to look for a house with hurts so bad as deep down I want him so bad but I have to tell myself he was never real. I have not found the man yet or I would not be on here. I think. sorry all life is a mess. xx

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Hi all thank you. I read your posts and it makes sense but it’s like I cant here you I’m so locked and very sad. I have not been well this year and was diagnosed with (detail removed by moderator). I went though it all with him even though he was not nice. It has goven me some odd bond. I keep trying with him. I just want to run away. Breath all on my own I can’t handle loosing him after everything I have given my life to this man. I told him when I meet him I had been quite ill in my lifetime with other (detail removed by moderator) and now he’s thrown it all in my face. It’s so cruel. Xxx

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Hello free to bethe greatest,
Reading your notemail there. I understand I managed to get away but I crave to be back in it it’s sick I know but I don’t know how to live now.
SOh I suppose I’m saying don’t feel bad you will get thereverything you know the cycle. My ex partner was not nice to my kids so in that respect it was a bit easier in that department. I do crave him but I don’t think it is love it’s need I think.
I am a weak person and all my friends are in a stable relationships and married it makes me so upset. Sometimes I want to curl in a ball and die that would be such an easy option to me. Life is so very very cruel.
Keep strong keep watching his cycle. You will get there bless your heart.

Who are these men they are like aliens

Lots of love xxx 🐶

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I’m not going to lie I told him via text (detail removed by moderator) it was over it is now thutoday I got lots of texts back (detail removed by moderator) saying (detail removed by moderator) why don’t I call he lives me. Please reconsider. I feel so gulity. He has become my main brain thought.
Is it abuses I wonder or memail. I feel all messed up guilty bad unhappy. I don’t really know what’s going on. Xx

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Thank you so very much
Xxx

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Also I’m finding it hard if he was to meet someone else or worse even sleep with someone else. Please help. I don’t know why I worry when he is so horrible to me.

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Thank you much a very deep message. Ito so hard isn’t it when you see the charmer but the words of nicety only pop out now and then. I struggle to understand why he is like this why. I feel sorry for him. It’s sad to watch him be an arsehole.
Thank you hun big hugs.xxx

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