vodkamonster23

[vodkamonster23]

Will try and order this book thanks

[vodkamonster23]

Your doing a very brave thing going to trial please don’t reteact your statement he deserves to suffer for what he did to you. Do u have a IDVA to go with you xx

[vodkamonster23]

Thank you ladies for your replies the kids don’t see their dad (detail removed by Moderator). so they are only allowed phone contact if I deem it appropriate conversation .
He won’t pay the CSA are chasing his a*se!! And he has a job! . Iam just struggling and some days I really do feel
Like taking them round there and not giving him any money and just getting a plane somewhere!! I love my kids so so much just any see much of a future atm

[vodkamonster23]

Thanks ladies my family thinks Iam mad and that I should just get on with it now! Iam so thankful he never killed me and my kids are safe but it’s been a long long time and took every last ounce of my strength to go to court with him. Ive been left with having Post trumatic stress disorder and nightmares aslso still live in the same town and worried Iam going to see him or his family we really need a move a fresh start somewhere but due to him not paying child maitence I can’t afford to move.

[vodkamonster23]

Ive done the programme for 3 plus years going back each time things got hard to remind myself of my Abusers tactics ive also done the new triple RRR programme I can honestly say I think I woikd still be living my life with my abuser if I hadnt come across this group it’s amazing and ive met some Brillant people and made some long life friends.

[vodkamonster23]

I will keep
You up to date and thankyou I must not react to him
And his bullying ways but I find it really hard

[vodkamonster23]

Thankyou for reply and yes he’s employed but so called self employed but works for a company so ive got to sit tight and wait for CSA to to the detachment of earnings he still left us with no mobey over xmas then left the kids xmas presants as my Soltiors office!! He don’t ringe as he knows I will report him
He’s getting to me threw third party’s I just want to pretend he don’t exsist I suffer from PTSD caused by him and he lives a 3 min drive away I just don’t think I can carry on like this I feel it’s me or him

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