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i need to talk to someone

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thankyou for your kind reply its so nice to feel i exist enough for a reply bless you
self blame is definitely my problem along with self worth i have none the abusers life continues yet ur stuck in the cell you were put in all those years ago in ur mind everyday u see the abuser smiling almost laughing at u yet u walk round head to the floor silently sobbing ur way through the day your left feeling damaged and no tablet or amount of talks will help u heal im guessing its a time this which im sure many survivors find so so hard as by the time its ended your already so drained in every aspect for me its not tge physical scars its the mental sorry everyone to go on i just needed to get this out and this is probably the only place people can without judgment. hugs to u all trust me i am feeling ur pain this was is the final kick and probably the heardest to get back up from.xxx

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hi everyone i am going through this at the mo have even paid for hypnosis and still i was told i wasnt ready to let go i now live my life with panic attacks and sleep aids i have stuck by this man through years and years of hell yet im now the 1 suffering my own friends turned on me as it was too much hassle been my friend as he would turn up ect and then he walks out starts a completely new life where everything slots in to place goes right when i have litrally no one i feel so ugly so foolish and am now the one txting him what is wrong with me he was literally my first boyfriend and i moved out very young i litrally feel shattered and bereaved can sombody give me any advice as i cannot seem to channel my mind on anything else
thankyou everyone you all seem so strong x

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i could really do with a chat somebody

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Im feeling exactly the same people watching him move on with my best friend is unbarable i cannot imagine ever been happy with my decision to leave every day it eats away at me what there doing and why wasnt i enough to make him change i cannot seem to enjoy anything nemore x

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Thanks for your support just struggling to think that a man that abused me that badly can move on so quickly i gave nearly (Detail removed by Moderator) to this man and it hurts allot more than any bruise xx

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Hi ladies im quite new here just found out hes seeing someone who was ment to be my best friend why do i miss him so much now i actually dont no how to cope with this feel broken all over again xx

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The suns still shining its just a cloudy day

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Has anyones ex moved on yet i need some advice was coping so well till i heard this now i feel like i need him allover again and im the 1 who looks like i was controlling hes in prison getting all the help he needs a new gf here i am paying for hypno trying to just get by each day he used to write to children (detail removed by moderator) im so so gutted i hate been alone and the thaught that after a really really long marraigr he can move on so quickly is hurtful hope all you ladies are coping ok big hugs to u all xx

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Hi im new here too really struggling after a long long abusive relationship ive left and hes moved on now feeling beside myself and almost regretting the decision to leave any advice welcome i need a friend 😢xx

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Your kind words have made me cry its really lovely to talk to somebody who knows exactly how i feel for some reason i feel angry at the people who have helped me (my mum) i just cant help it (detail removed by moderator) and have made some silly mistakes recently due to grief im so scared its going to go against me im overwelmed with so many emotions that at the moment i dont remember what makes me happy i was a child when i met him and this has been my life for so many years i feel i diddnt really get to no myself first thankyou so much for talking to me sometimes as busy as the world is it can seem such a lonely place xx

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Hi all im new i was with my husband (detail removed by moderator) years from the age of (detail removed by moderator) hes now on remand in prison and awaiting trial my only friend is now seeing him and i feel exhausted i wanted rid so why do i feel so upset hes moved on so quicklyxx

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