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Thanks ladies I just feel like this black cloud just won’t leave me ever. I will always be haunted I still feel I’m with him still not got over it don’t think i never will. It’s the most difficult thing ever. Especially when you don’t have a family. I’m struggling scared xx

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Yes thanks kip I sometimes get this awful feeling I’m still with him silly reminders things on t.v silly songs on the radio. Still feel I’m trapped with him xxxx

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I meant xxxx

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Thanks guys for your feedback. I couldn’t ever go back to the life again never…..f2f

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Hi health archive it’s right actions do speaknlouder than words. He were all talk and full of good intentions but showed me nothing. I can’t have a man like that x

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Hi healthy archive I’m going away for Xmas. It’s going to be totally different this time and I don’t give a sh*t who approves….my famiky won’t like it if they knew but it’s my life now……xx

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This forum is priceless xx

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Thankyou healthy archive. I hope u are well. Xxxxxxxx

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Thanks healthy archive. I really thought I were getting through it till he started up again they really do know how to knock you back. It drives you mad. These monsters don’t go away quietly I guess his life’s going wrong. Why would he want to see him when last time he did he tried killing him in the car???? Xxx

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Hi there duck my ex moved on few weeks back I were devastated. Couldn’t eat or anything. But hes not that happy as he’s still riding past my house and your ex won’t ‘ve either. They don’t change. What u see is what u get. He’s done you a favour that’s what I were told and I didn’t believe it at first but it’s true I promise you. Xxx

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Thanks kip no it’s not. It’s about me and my boys. He can drive past all he likes. Ha ha xx

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Thanks healthy archive. I feel a lot better too times a great healer. Hope ur ok. Xxxxxx

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Hi Phoenixblue. I seperated almost (removed by moderator) now. We’re with him nearly (removed by moderator) and the tines he had said he were getting help and never did. It’s all lies just to keep u trapped innate dysfunctional relationship. It really is a tough road i wish I’d of done it years ago. But try contacting women’s aid. These monsters don’t change there a living hell. Don’t waste your life on him love. Xxxx

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Hi Phoenix blue. Also another book by pat craven called living with the dominator. It’s fantastic xx

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Thanks for your posts. Silky halide u are so right being with the wrong man can make u feel so alone. I were nearly (detail removed by moderator) I used to look around at other couples and think I wonder what that women has that I haven’t. He picked at everything tore into us all mentally it were a living nightmare. Xxx

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Hi bjif. My other house that’s more or less sold were a lovely house. It had an extension on it were just right for us. But because of the bad memories had to sell it. I’d signed the final papers last week I were really saddened as I’d also good times there aswell.

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My sister has a streak of evil in her I’m sure. She’s totally horrible to the core. She’s got my mum to fall out with me too now. She wabts money of me and wants me to drive her about even drop my own boys. If I say no she will go all out to destroy me she’s very jealous x

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I were only thinking about this today kip funnily enough. I tried suicide 3 times. I couldn’t see a way out. He had totally over took everything. But I’m still here the t..t didn’t win……. I HAVE. Ha x

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Thankyou for that. I feel a bit better in a way that my family have cut of from me and the boys. As it’s the same kind of cycle with them. Talking negative about me how I parent my boys. And them not understanding autism. My sister being horrible and twisted. Getting what she wants from me then talking to my mum about what I sbould do. When really neither are in a position to judge me at all. Xxx

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Hi ayanna my last anniversary is coming up really soon. And that’s nearly (detail removed by moderator) since I left him. And moved out of my other house. (detail removed by moderator)! So clever with not a care in the world. X

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Thankyou moogie how lovely. I kind of think to myself am I destined to be like this forever…..xxx

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Thanks kip for your reply. Health archive thankyou too. You are so strong. I’m sorry not very good with words but I’m thinking of you with your anniversary. Xxx

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Hi Moogie I sincerely promise u it will. All the lovely ladies on here told me and I didn’t believe it at the time. But they were right. I did it and come out the other end u will too. Stay strong stay focused. Get all the support u can xxxx

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Well said kip couldn’t agree more xx

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Hi kip yes it gave me great closure when I heard this I knew they were no more clutching on it really were the end. I couldn’t possibly have him anymore again in my life final curtain. When everyone said at the time it were the best thing that could happen it were so so right. May he live a horrible life!!!! Xxx

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Yes serenity this is absolutely true. I’ve not seen him in person for couple months I admit at first it were difficult but as times goes on its the best thing ever. It gave me closure too by him getting someone else that were the end for me. I wonder who he’s releasing his anger on now. Xxxx

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Hi I felt confused in a way. Part of me thinks I’m with him. But really I’m not x

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Thanks kip in the past yrs ago when is seperated from him I used to sleep with lamp on and lock my bedroom door as it were only way I felt safe xx

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Thanks healthy archive. I’ll try make it fun for us. No having to go and be on eggshells. And him swearing and starting. He will always be the same full of anger and rage. Xxx

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Hi yes (removed by moderator). My house should be done and dusted very soon so goibg to take them away aagain. My sister and mum not talking to me as they want to rule me and I won’t let them now x

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